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Started talking to someone recently, was a little hesitant at first because of how it went down but I've got to say my mind is still sorta blown that we crossed each others paths and am looking forward to more from this person. Connections tend to dwindle after I'm approached by most people, more often then not, once I know someone is interested in me or wants to delve into any sort of personal conversation I am the first to admit I'm normally thinking of a way to vacate and am prepared to slip out the back door before the metaphorical front door is even beginning to shut. I'm a shady fuck sometimes. Years of being independent in both the big city life of LA and smaller but still quite large indefinite & maddening gloominess of Seattle has hardened my insides to much & enabled me to fend off such intruding predators.

As of late, I'm perfectly happy spending time being un-cocky and outspoken which is very unlike me. & I have found refuge in seeking the amusement of quietness in being sullen & alone.
-This person awakened me, I have to know more about them. Your heiness, I invoke thee.

I feel parched.
(continues after a glass of 2% milk && a menthol. It's beyond foggy outside right now...)

It's Monday, I'm actually wondering if I< for once left a good enough lasting impression to keep this persons attention. That's not something b.walker* worries much about, as I think of myself to be a pretty goddamn incredible first impression kind of guy...honk honk ;)

ive shorted this blog up quite a bit. no need to spill to much...

"the world is a vampire"